Then again, tendencies (like beliefs) are no more than “a broken vase, glass; a broken body, parts,” he said last night, a tiramisu between us. For instance, my hand is in the furnace of these leaves: here lies the baby, the baby in which we will create more babies to fill the void, to fill what void. Keats returns. His tiny claws pick dog bones from his teeth, gorse and sage. There is moss on Mount Sentinel. He took my PS3. O morning, awoke to ripen the fruits of my muscles … I feel like a white rifle! I feel weak! No one is wearing sunglasses; it’s pitch dark out except the lights on behind industry. The spotlights were on and I realized the lights above me were on and I had once read an astrological interpretation of my birthday that suggested I needed to hang pictures of the sea in my dwelling and heavy dark curtains if I was to get any sleep. It will stare back at you with the largest eyes relative to body size of any mammal — eyes that shimmer in the daylight like peeled grapes. Surely such eyes — which are as big as the tarsier’s brain — When I lose and gain weight, I pose in the mirror to see if I can still collect rain in the crevices of my clavicle. This loan shark says, make them pay, beat them until they pay everything, but don’t beat them so hard that they can’t keep paying. That loan shark says, if you don’t make an example of this one, the others won't respect you. Beat them to death. And it is between these two poles that the bankers, ratings agencies, and EU leaders oscillate. Today is Umbrella Day, ladies — “Princess Hijab asserts, her dressing up of billboards is a symbolic act of resistance meant to reassert a ‘physical and mental integrity’ against what she calls the ‘visual terrorism’ of advertising.” Comfort is business in Motel Six. I find much that is interesting about unzipping wet opium. “I must have been a sea-bird streaking through the azure sky of his daydream; in just the same way spirits are said to commune across cultures, time, and continents, Robert Louis Stevenson’s Treasure Island felt cosmically intended for me.” Where’s my triple latté disinfectant? Now I have to research Egyptian pyramid texts, some Chinese potsherds from 4800 bc which have the earliest bit of chinese writing on them (a pictograph which appears to indicate a group of people worshipping a tree – I happen to like tree worshippers), Bill Griffiths’ work on early medieval British magic runes, Hildegard of Bingen’s “universal egg”, as Jerry calls it (I call it a vagina, but then again I am writing today on Juliet Cook’s chapbook Thirteen Designer Vaginas, so I could be seeing things (the cover of Cook’s chap has strategically situated rhinestones pasted on – I'll let you guess what itty-bitty-bit of female anatomy they represent, so anyway, I ... uh ... I ... uh – maybe it is a universal egg, after all ... ); Ikkyu, Dr Schreber's memoirs, and Phil Dick’s book on his visionary experience. Not to mention Ulli Beiers work on New Guinea and Africa ... So working with Jerry is a wild and exciting ride, too. Anyway, anyway, to our collaboration. Two things to note: 1) I had to skip a line of Lynn’s, “about how it formed”, because I wasn't sure if “it” was actually a noun – you will discover as we work how bad I am at certain things, and the real nitty-gritty of parts of speech is one of them – I should have had Latin beaten into me long ago! So I used the next line, with noun “anecdote.” 2) I cheated a little, by adding mention of Whitney Houston, which I couldn't really help, since she was such an icon of beauty, pro and con. Plus, her death struck me as a real beauty anecdote. If that cheating bothers you, let me know.
[Note: Sources: Traci Lynn Matlock, “In Lieu of a Voyeur”, at The Noumenon Revelation, 11 Feb 012; Dina and Dan, “Dina and Dan Record Gender”, at Boys With Short Hair, 11 Feb 012; Dina and Dan, “Dina and Dan Gave Them What The Are Owed”, at Boys With Short Hair, 11 Feb 012; Cynthia Arrieu-King, “Box”, “Manifesto: Sight”, at Revolutionesque; Abbas Raza, “Tree-Dwelling Primate Called Tarsier Sends and Receives Ultrasonic Calls”, at 3 quarks daily, 11 Feb 012; Katie Jean Shinkle, “The Velvet Queen in Sternum”, at Phoebe 41.1; Richard Seymour, “Scenes from the class struggle in Greece”, at Lenin’s Tomb, 10 Feb 012; Hello Giggles Team, “Don’t Leave Home Without It”, at Hello Giggles, 10 Feb 012; Lara Glenum, “Princess Hijab! (or, Pageantry as Code Scrambler)”, at Montevidayo, 10 Feb 012; Jack Kimball, “Comfort is business ..”, at Pantaloons, 10 Feb 012; Sara Levine, Treasure Island!!!, as quoted in Roxane Gay, “The Tension of the Likeable Unlikeable”, at HTMLGIANT, 10 Feb 012; JBR; Del Ray Cross, “mdlxxxiii”, at Anachronizms, 11 Feb 012; Now I have to research … let me know: JBR, email to Anne Gorrick, 12 Feb 012 sent approx 10:59 AM PST]