Horoscope:
Buy some
food. You’re kinda
out
of it.
Who does not
feel
joyful? Somewhere
there is more
water,
the impersonal
life-sustaining element
beyond
you and
me. For we
have
been known
to get sick
of
even disgusted
with our own
subjectivity,
though this
can be difficult
to
admit. It
is difficult to
admit
because usually
there is no
one
listening to
the admission:
we
are only
listening to ourselves.
This
is no
way to live.
Thus
I repeat
the thought of
Sun
Ra, who
in taking dictation
from
himself, wrote
this word: because
the
façade is
larger than the
building,
I don’t
know whether I’m
seeing
through the
glass to the
sky
or seeing
the sky directly.
“Live.”
If I
look at a
tree
through three
panes of glass,
I
never know
if I’m seeing
through
to a
real tree or
seeing
a reflection.
“Live.” The old
stone pissing-wall a-shattered on either side
dzzz…
dzzz…
figure 1.
stands on the
figure 2.
looks up at
be not
too dashed
“Live.”75
75. Because the weather and landscape were forever shifting and birds gave birth to new birds that birthed new birds ad infinitum, this passage is, historically, inaccurate. The main argument, however, remains unaffected.
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an
unnatural soundtrack
to interpret dizziness.
Bou
Jeloud is
on you, butting
you,
beating you,
taking you, leaving
you.
Gone! The
great wind drops
out
of your
head. You feel
sorry
and loving
and tender to
that
poor animal
whimpering, grizzling, laughing
and
sobbing there
beside you. Who
is
that? That
is you. Who
is
Bou Jeloud? …
Bou Jeloud is
a
flower of
the sun, and
deigns
not to
open to the
eye
of a
candle. Gulfs of
amber
contours evaporate
the tint. A
tired
hand shuffles
through papers, reaches
for
a burning
in the chest.
I
haven’t eaten
yet. The clapping
is
artifice, added
later. Act Two
is
a sketch.
Piaf regrets NOTHING:
. It’s a sorrowful magic to take this tone again . Will the crystal drain out poisons from the body? . The crystals are cogs in something
the
endless repetition
of zero soaked
in
several inappropriate
shots of adrenalin.
Bunglement. For the last time:
(Where’s that confounded bridge?)
slow
fade …
( )
( ) ( )
( ) ( ) ( ),
( ) ( ) ( ) ( ) ( ) ( ),
( ) ( ) ( )
( ) ( )
( ),
fade
back
in …
BAM!
asterisk BAM!
asterisk BAM! asterisk
These
stars Their
hands as if
alone
They stumble
past Before this
there
would have
been no adhesive.
One child is my right eye, the boy, when I am looking at my face onstage.
The other child is my left eye, this is the first girl.
The third child is my mouth, this is the second boy.
The fourth child is my right ear and the fifth is my left.
The sixth child is my throat and the seventh is yet to come.
If God is Dog, Fred is Dref.
One of God’s names is Bunglement.
I
myself have
seen it sodden
with
rain and
looking like the
mud
of a
slaughter-house, a
swamp
of blood.
I should like
to
express my
gratitude. I look
out
the window
at seven moons.
Olifants,
Mr Frodo,
olifants! They tromp
through
the foom.
The spectacle continues
undiminished, honeydew for
all …
from the other side it on a cat scan
looks like things it looks like
you remember brain scratch
things
you remember
Now, with this caution removed, the question should no longer be whether we can establish a theoretical “analogy”…
Thus we fall in love all over again. …
To be more exact
grief can be considered an instance of dreaming …
(Cf. Glöckner’s Drei Brillen und Silberpapier in rotem Deckel, or his Wickelung von alten Drähten) …
[Note: Sources: some new arrivals. Then back to the shelves. And. Happy birthday, Pops. Carla Harryman, “regard for the object rather than communication is suspect”, in Adorno’s Noise; Jean Baudrillard, “Truth or Radicality? The Future of Architecture”, Blueprint, No. 157, (tr. Chris Turner), in The Jean Baudrillard Reader (ed. Steve Redhead); Rodrigo Toscano, “Dream-Construct of a Dream Constructed”, in To Leveling Swerve; Jenny Boully, The Body: An Essay; the asterisks are from Rodrigo Toscano, “Journal”, in The Disparities; Anny Ballardini, “13. Yoko Ono (b. 1933) / Fly (1971), Eye Blink (1966), One Flash (1966), Eye Blink (1966), Four (1967)”, in Ghost Dance in 33 Movements; Brion Gysin, “The Pipes of Pan”, as quoted in John Geiger, Nothing Is True Everything Is Permitted: The Life of Brion Gysin; George Chapman, preface to his translation of The Iliad, as quoted by Alan Baker, “Poesie is a flower of the sun, and deigns not to open to the eye of a candle”, at Litterbug, 27 Feb 09; Christian Bök, “Voile”, in The Reality Street Book of Sonnets (ed. Jeff Hilson); William Allegrezza, “colors dreams”, in Fragile Replacements; Frank Bidart, “Ulanova At 46 At Last Dances Before A Camera Giselle”, “Candidate”, in Spring Festival; Clark Coolidge, The Crystal Text; Giles Goodland, “1945”, in A Spy in the House of Years; Brenda Iijima, Animate, Inanimate Aims; Tom Mandel, “These stars …”, in Realism; Charles North, “The Year of the Olive Oil”, in New and Selected Poems; Fanny Howe, ““Buddhists Like School and I Don’t.””, at Poetry Foundation.org; Bob Kosslyn, who almost had it …; Robert Rissman, Life Sentences; a memory of something in Tolkein’s Lord of the Rings mixed with a memory of a bit from DIS (see next); Davis Schneiderman, DIS (or, The Shadow of the Dome of Pleasure); Belle Gironda “deja vu III”, at Passages 5 (a few minutes ago I got a Facebook email in which Belle asked me to be her friend; of course I said yes); Jean-Joseph Goux, Symbolic Economies After Marx and Freud (tr. Jennifer Curtis Gage); Tony Tost, ““Complex Sleep””, in Complex Sleep; for the Hermann Glöckner pieces and the optimistic vitality bit, see Art of Two Germanys: Cold War Cultures (eds. Stephanie Barron and Sabine Eckmann), p.308 (Drei Brillen und Silberpapier in rotem Deckel = Three Pairs of Eyeglasses and Silver Foil in Red Case; Wickelung von alten Drähten = Winding of Old Wires]